When I woke up on Friday morning I had a feeling the next forty eight hours would be full of varying emotions but there was hardly time to slow down and feel them. We woke up early, rubbed the sleep out of our eyes and headed out for our service both vans traveling together to our work for the first time. Houses of all different colors marked our path to the final school we visited on Friday, one expressly for the children of migrant farm workers. There we got to work. I mustered up my garage cleaning skills and reorganized a storage shed at the back of the school with some others from the group. The most difficult part of the task was ignoring the small tricycles with seats just large enough for me to squat and peddle and an impressive collection of Dr. Seuss books stowed away in boxes. But, faster than you could say one fish two fish red fish blue fish, and we were rolling a stand full of folding chairs back into the shed and shutting the doors on all the work we had done there. The next person who opened those doors would be able to reach boxes of toys and books and poster boards that were before hidden from view, inaccessible and worthless until they were uncovered and each given their place.
Nap time ensued for the little kids as we quietly gulped down peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. I gripped a box of cheeze-its tightly and watched the teachers rub their students backs softly until they fell asleep. Our group from Emerson surely did their best all morning to wear the little tots out enough to make this task as easy as possible for the teachers. They seemed appreciative of our efforts as the children fell asleep one by one on the floor almost as close to one another as our sixteen cots positioned us. One teacher in a flowery dress offered us a handful of Lucas, a spice made of salt, sugar, chile and lime, popular in the area. This spice left no taste bud behind. The way the sensations worked together reminded me of the diverse personalities in our group. Our sweet intentions met the sour situation of the farmworkers in the area with a sort of twang that only Emerson students can supply creating the kind of taste that cannot be forgotten or ignored.
But after a long day, my head was pounding and my stomach churned, so I broke off from the group and wished them well as they headed out to an after school program in the park nearby. Four hours later I woke up on a couch in the Immokalee Friendship House feeling better and ready for dinner. After dinner, team Florida shared glances across the table and several of us gathered as inconspicuously as possible into the kitchen to huddle around a giant cake. Happy Birthday Rolonda and Grace! Newly, twelve year old Rolonda broke into a full smile as she cut the first pieces of her cake and gripped the leg of one of our cots, swinging it as hard as she could as a pinata version of the Tasmanian Devil groaned under the intensity of her blows. Grace, a member of our group and newly twenty laughed into Magdalena's video camera, "My wish was that Suzanne would make my birthday card. And it came true."
The drops of rain falling outside were not enough to get us down. We all climbed into our vans, Rolonda, her Mom and Alan, another friend from the shelter were happy additions to our group. From there we drove just down the street to the Immokalee Harvest Festival to try our luck at riffle, dart and ball games and feel the southern wind in our hair as we zoomed around in the Ring of Fire, bumper cars and the ferris wheel.
Rolonda was a blur. Gripping Emily's hand, she danced from one ride to the next, laughing the whole time and dancing around in front of me and Alan who whispered in my ear, "I think this is the most fun that little girl has had in awhile."
I fell asleep that night with a my little pony stuffed animal at my side, named Hinton thanks to my new friend and confidant and one of our faculty advisors Suzanne, whose carnival game skills won her three stuffed new friends.
At night I dreamt up a template for how the next day would go. We would grab our bags, have one final group reflection, mop the bathroom and our bedroom for the week and we would drive the two hours to Tampa to glide back to Boston looking down on the clouds below us the whole way. What I never could have dreamed was how thankful I was to have sunglasses the day we left to cover up my watery eyes from the sunshine, but mainly from the reality that today was the day we were leaving our new friends behind with the weight of a new responsibility on our shoulders. I wondered if our emotions from the week would be too heavy for a plane to carry. Just in case we needed to lighten our load, I let a few moments of sadness spill from my eyes as I hugged Ron (one of the shelter managers I had come to care for), Rolonda, Alan and others goodbye. And as we pulled away, Suzanne shouted out the window, "We're leaving our hearts here, so take good care of them" and from the look on Ron's face I knew that each person at that shelter did indeed inhabit a special place within me, not quite a home with four walls but something that could still weather many storms.
Beth